i’ve been thinking about what my sis said to me two years ago. she told me about trust and how it’s a big word and all. i remember thinking that trusting wasn’t that difficult. i don’t know why it’s getting so difficult now.
people i used to trust unconditionally… they feel so far away now. i can’t trust them anymore. i can’t trust that they’ll be there, i can’t trust that the decisions they make will be the right ones, i can’t trust their judgement anymore.
someday i’ll break free from all this insecurity.
till then, forgive me.
…
my eyes opened yesterday.
she’s been a stranger all this while.
i really don’t know her.
