i’ve been thinking about what my sis said to me two years ago. she told me about trust and how it’s a big word and all. i remember thinking that trusting wasn’t that difficult. i don’t know why it’s getting so difficult now.
people i used to trust unconditionally… they feel so far away now. i can’t trust them anymore. i can’t trust that they’ll be there, i can’t trust that the decisions they make will be the right ones, i can’t trust their judgement anymore.
someday i’ll break free from all this insecurity.
till then, forgive me.
…
my eyes opened yesterday.
she’s been a stranger all this while.
i really don’t know her.
cla Said:
on November 28, 2008 at 8:11 pm
why are u sooooooooooo emoooooooooooooo.
u r becoming like zing.
sighs.
toonyweeny Said:
on November 30, 2008 at 5:11 pm
hahaha no lah.
just in a contemplative mood
pat Said:
on December 1, 2008 at 3:22 pm
everyone cant be emo except cla. but cla doesnt get emo anyway. she gets mad and pissed at the world and start toturing us with her complaints. and she hates everyone except us! arent you honoured, leewei?
haha okay cla, i still love you in spite of all your complaints 